| Hello Bitches. |
[Jun. 15th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
I am apparently updating again after a 6 month sabbatical. (and no one is reading, but sometimes you need to pretend you have an audience, like when you're masturbating). Misplaced periods.
I'm looking at lj again because jo reminded me, but since amy, steph, and laura are gone, i may be gone again too.
yeah that. |
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| WOOOHA |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|02:17 am] |
jo and i had a misunderstanding.
we each thought we had been hung up upon.
it was bad news.
i apologized.
good news.
i like the futureheads
2/22 nyc show jo you are coming
who else is?
sorry to everyone about the recent caustic comments.
it just goes with my new picture....
I'M GONNA FUCK YOUR APOLOGIES RIGHT IN THEIR FUTUREHEADS. |
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| I'M waitin' for a signal or sound... |
[Jan. 12th, 2005|01:03 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  listless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Chromeo - Needy Girl | ] |
I'm Kinda Borrreeeed. I need to get back to school and find fun things to do with life. Maybe DO something with life. That doesn't involve vidjogames...
I need a digicam.
I'm easily vain enough to necessitate one, so I should s(h)ave up for one.
I am going to start donating sperm, methinks.
Unless Jo has a huge problem with that concept.
I see people update their LJs and Facebooks (apostraphes are grammatically EVIL) every day with new pictures, and I say WHY NOT ME?!!?!?!??!!?
Fuck.
I do love Chromeo though.
Bum che bum che bum che
Alright.
I wish I didn't get such terrible razor burn, it blows and makes it look like I have bad skin :(. Which I don't think I do.
I swear to God I'm a heterosexual male... really...
Uggh anyone with tips for razor burn?
No? Shit.
Maybe I'll start shaving with a straight razor, that would make beheading hordes of pink-suited female ninjas easier, should the occasion arise (and let's be honest, It's going to).
Muh. I'm gonna see if Sam is free tomorrow, maybe we could have a homotastic two person dinner at Yama.
MMMMMM Sushi. |
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| Going to bed... |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|04:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Hungry and tired | ] |
Ughh, jo is so pissed off at me...
She and i were both out tonight so we didn't talk on the fone/online as much as normal. and then she got back and i was still out so i still couldn't talk before she went to bed. she couldn't sleep and she called me back, i was still out and didn't want to just sit in bdan's house talking to jo while ignoring the people i was with. i called her back, waking her froma half sleep and apologized and i dunno, i guess i raised my voice while saying sorry or something and she got all upset, i can't really talk anymore cuz i need to sleep (only updating to vent because im fucking hungry and tired and it's goddamn 420 in the morning) and blah, i wish i didnt upset her. Jo always wins any squabble we might have, because any aggression i emit when i get upset is more than countered by her amazing passive-aggressive skills. blah i shouldn't update when im tired and hungry, she's gonna be more pissed at me when she reads this, but i need to write this.
fuck. |
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| Updating in '05? Oh dear. |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|02:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Thinking about hte futureheads | ] |
Oh deary me. I've had this thing for a while haven't i? and updated so little.
with such shitty capitalization and punctuation
oh well. deary me.
As i said to jo, people ARE broken monkey- robots, so i guess sometimes i fault them less than i should, i mean, it's not our fault we are kinda busted from birth right? but at the same time it gives me full measure to not give a shit about ruthlessly abusing/making fun of people, since they are just a silly primate/machine that was already broken.
I have no mind. THe best thing is our lifespan....
and without further ADOADOADOADOADOADOADOADOADOADOADOADO. (i like to type repetitive letter shapes, it's good for my handses)
I AM NOT BEN GIBBARD YOU ANNOYING FUCKING ASSHOLE DINOSAUR SODOMITE.
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Went commando regularly. Went to schoolio. Really enjoyed said schoolio coolio. Some illegal things that i hadn't before.
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
Yeah, i wore underwear less and lost a bunch of weight. I fucking rool. NO i didn't make any because they're for suckers (self-contradictory but hey, I'm Ralph Waldo Emerson, mufuckah)
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
uhhh what hte fuck?
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i don't remember
5. What countries did you visit?
USA, uhhhhhh, Joland...
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
No sleeping/paranoia issues. Less time-related OCD issues. Ummm, a pony?
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
9/11 NEVER FORGET!!!!!!! IF YOU TALK BADLY ABOUT BUSH YOU HATE FREEDOM. GET OFF MY FREEDOM, FREEDOM-HATER.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Doing pretty well first semester of college/getting into any college after 2nd quarter last year.
9. What was your biggest failure?
uhhhhh many failures... biggest would be..... ummm
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Bad trip? that sucked.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
iPod, Some clothes, uhhhhhhhh i'd like to think im materialistic but im pretty bad at it... WIND WAKER.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
What the fuck is this question? Jo? fuck you
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
THE COUNTRY (obligatory election reference). Drivers
14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes, food.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
ummmm.... college?
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
this is a good question, imho. The futureheads album. Sorry about Dresden - Deadship, Darkship. The Postal Service - This Place is a Prison. Elliott Smith - the works of.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier fo shoooo.
ii. thinner or fatter? 10-15 lbs skinnier, woo.
iii. richer or poorer? Oi... so much poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Work, though not doing work got me into Wes, and i doubt i'd be happier elsewhere, so maybe not...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Being stupid to Jo.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
It happened. Party with Jewish family friends.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
I was already in love, i just kinda realized it more and we sorta became closer. I love lamp.
23. How many one-night stands?
365.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Family Guy. Sealab. South Park. MXC. Iron Chef.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
OOOOOOO this is a thinker. I hate Derek. DUnno why, but as of now, yeah.
26. What was the best book you read?
John Barth - The end of the road.
27. What were your greatest musical discoveries?
So many. MF DOOM, the fiery furnaces, the unicorns, so many.
28. What did you want and get?
hmmm. some clothes (CONSUMER WHORE ALERT, BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP)
29. What did you want and not get?
brown. Turns out, I can't imagine it being any better than wes.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Right now, the Life Aquatic, overall........ released this year? the life Aquatic.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I ummm.... no idea, bought cigs and lottery tickets, no porn though =/. 18
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Bush being impeached/losing, though not immeasureably, i'd estimate that would do it by ~ 4.65 newtons.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Progressive.
34. What kept you sane?
Jo, me.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Sadly, either Bill Murray or Jude Law.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
a lot...
37. Who did you miss?
people at home i haven't seen yet... (im looking at you, Laura.)
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Ummm nearly everyone in my dorm and at school that i like/talk to? I guess Wes people who are reading this, if i talk to you, i like you, and believe you are good people and we should talk more often.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
I love lamp. Ummm.... I became an optimist/pragmatist, soooo, Don't speculate negatively and unnecesarily. You arent going to change shit and you are going to become unhappy/fat. Like late 2k3, early 2k4 matt.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
Uhhh, how bout my favorites? "Givin y'all nothin but the lick, like two broads." - Madvillain, Accordian.
how bout just the phrase, Eat shit and die? or "Fuck you and die." |
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[Dec. 26th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MF DOOM | ] |
HREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Matt
2. Shakey Beans
3. Matthew Alexander Holmes-Linder
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. munky7286
2. firebad57
3. givemepotatoes
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Norweigian
2. Swedish
3. Austrian
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. things behind me
2. things to the side of me
3. things to the other side of me
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Carbohydrates
2. This question is stupid.
3. I'd like to give a shout out to my homies, Rick, Big STeve, and Shades.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Button Down shirt
2. Cords (yes those expensive ones, stfu)
3. Crazy white diesel shoes.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Cursive
2. Flaming Lips
3. MF DOOM (k not a band but fuck you, okay?)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Madvillain - Accordian
2. Flaming Lips - Be My Head
3. The Futureheads - Alms
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Writing new music
2. those fruits jo was talking about. Chinese apples? something
3. MOre new hip hop
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. undawears;)
2. Many mutual interests
3. Respect
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I weigh the same now as i did as a sophomore in high school
2. this is nothing like college orientation...
3. I voted for John Kerry.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Apparently i like dark haired girls, according to the history of my life.
2. I dont really catagorize things that are attractive to me as a rule...
3. No fatties.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. I'M A doctor, NOT A DOCTOR, DAMN IT!
2. bend my feet right
3. well i WOULD do anything for love, but i won't do that...
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Guitar
2. Watching movies
3. Playing vidjo games (wow im a fucking dork, but fuck you, okay?)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Play Smash Bros
2. see Jo
3. chill with friends
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Music Journalism
2. Music Law
3. Music Something
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. England
2. France
3. Asia
THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Ramses
2. Johann
3. Something Teutonic, Scandinavian, or Icelandic maybe Sven, Karlsbjorg, i dunno.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be really rich.
2. Be happy with our country.
3. be happy (this may go before #1, i still have to decide taht)
THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. Someone
2. Somebody else
3. Satan,\
I updated, in yo FACE like a can of mace. |
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[Sep. 19th, 2004|08:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  COmpletley all over the place | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none - computer sounds | ] |
i have to pee.
im broken
i just finished the Barth novel we had to read for recent american fiction.
i thought it was an amazing novel and that he was a genius writer, and that it was one of the best examples of characterization and so many other things that I'd ever read.
then i got to the last 30 pages.
then i got to the last page.
i don't know anything anymore, much less anything about this novel.
the ending is so crazy, so tragic, so profound, i don't even get it right now.
i guess i can sort of grasp some things about it, but that's it.
maybe im just hungry, or stupid, or something.
but john Barth broke my head, badly.
i badly need tuesday to come so Tololyan can make sense of this.
maybe im too much like Jacob and i've completely taken my mood from this book, become a different Matt, or maybe everyone is like that, i don't know, i'm not everyone.
it's scary how much Joe's and Jacob's personal philosophies combine to form mine, thought i guess they're such extremes that happens to everone, but still, i wish i could be that good of a writer/thinker.
i told a story yesterday.
that made me realize just how shitty a writer/story/teller/thinker i am.
external factors narrowed my pre-college life into some kind of college black hole, or maybe the better analogy is a funnel.
or a better analogy for me, is when (this happens to me, maybe not to anyoen else) you are walking alone at night, walking towards smewhere, not paying attention to anything, but still aware of your field of view. you walk towards where you are walking, looking at it, but not focusing in the sense of a tunnel-vision focus, but seeing everything else you can physically see, not focusing on anything. Then you walk through/into your destination, even if it isn't your final destination, and you're left with nothing to focus on, even in such a genral manner.
i can't keep explaining this.
but it worked for me and im sorry if you tried to read it.
i should eat, taht iwll make everything okay.
oh yeah, i just saw jo and totally didn't comprehend it, i hope she wasn't offended that i may not have been all there.
i'm broken.
i hope jo feels better |
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| still here |
[Sep. 19th, 2004|02:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Newtrul Mihlc Hoetell - Hawland, 1945 | ] |
I was a good samaritan today.
I helped people.
I helpd Jo when she was sick, I told her a long story, that I thought was cool but she didn't, I cooked for her, and helped her maybe not be as sick anymore.
I bought icecream for Suriya cuz she had a sad Thursday, though I don't know the details. I just know it was sad, and icecream > sad.
I know fucking calculus...
My parents are coming tomorrow.
I should clean up my room a bit,, get some work done.
Maybe they'll buy me a Wesleyan Hoodie.
or something....
we'll go out to lunch.
now he's a little boy in Spain,, playing pianos filled with flames... |
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[Sep. 16th, 2004|03:03 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Ugly | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pixies - bone machine | ] |
Yeah, Im still here.
i should finish that book i';ve had to read for that class for a while.
and read that other book
and bio
and music
why am i slacking off so badly already.,
gotta get my head in the game............. like that's ever happened
all these ppl from cs are iming me, it's so silly. LIke I'm gonna play cs again... silly bears.
i should go get mail, maybe my permanent card is here, or other things i want.
like money
i hope someone sent me a hundred dollar bill in the mail
where.s my checkbook.......
foudn it, silly me |
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| AGAIN! AGAIN! AGAIN! AGAIN! |
[Sep. 7th, 2004|02:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  have to pee | ] |
| [ | music |
| | daft punk - harder, better, faster, stronger | ] |
it's happening again. i feel stupid again, it'snice. i don't feel like the dumbest person here, but it, like juilliard, is making me realize that i didn't have to know jack shit in high school in order to seem smart. here, everyone else knows what i knwo, and more, it's refreshing and scary.
2 classes today, first time in each.
intro to experimental music - this is going to be the weirdest, and possibly best class i've ever taken. i thought i knew a bit about john cage, and i knw i know some elliot carter and stuff, but this class is gonna be nuts. i don't think im gonna be able to pre-game it, as some of us had planned. my head would explode.
recent american fiction - potentially awesome, potentially....... i don't know what. i just wanna take a class on vonnegut and context.that woudl be super interesting.
i hope jo's having a good time with her math major stuff now, i have to go get cash so she and i can go get some bookz for our classes. |
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| I'M FUCKING UPDATING, BITCHES! |
[Sep. 6th, 2004|11:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Flaming Lips - A spoonful.../ D E P - 43% Burnt | ] |
Arse, had my first college class today. Bio 181, Cell bio, only class I have today.
i wanted to start updating again,,b ut it feels like i don't have much to say.
i have to get organized, print out a weekly schedule and whatnot. college is awesome though, fun stuff. cool kids.
queer peopel are awesome. going to wesleyan makes me wish i was queer in some manner, but at the moment, i feel pretty plain ol' straight. oh well, im planning to go nuts anyway at some point, so i guess then ill be the kind of queer who fucks handbags. a new kind of queer.
original sin.
maybe ill update more now ? |
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[Jun. 20th, 2004|11:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NONE | ] |
| How to make a imnotbengibbard |
Ingredients:
1 part jealousy
1 part crazyiness
1 part beauty |
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little lustfulness if desired! |
Personality cocktailFrom Go-Quiz.comahahaha this makes me feel so much better not really table bgcolor='#99ffff' border=3 bordercolor='#0033ff' cellspacing=0 cellpadding=3><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> I</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Intelligent</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> M</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Masculine</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> N</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Nutty</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> O</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Odd</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> T</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Technological</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> B</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Bouncy</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> E</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Easy</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> N</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> New</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> G</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Great</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> I</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Intense</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> B</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Beautiful</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> B</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Brutal</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> A</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Accurate</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> R</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Relaxing</td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="white"> D</td><td valign="middle" align="left"> Delicate</td></tr></table> Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.comehhhhhhh, not as good, too long btw, fuck life, and most of the things that comprise it |
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[Jun. 17th, 2004|10:47 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | NONE | ] |
i wrote you a letter
i wrote you a le e tter
so tired, really really really tired.
i don't know why, theoretically i got sleep.
i should cash my paycheck.
i've made a lot of money since i started working again
ill probably end up almost 500$ in the black even after paying the hundreds i owe right now.
yay for me.
im rich, bitch
i didn't update for a long time
but ic an defend that by saying i didn't want to
because i didn't
i'm legit, bitch.
i shoudl shower
and wash windows
and eat
and work
and tutor laura
and veg in front of the tv
ad infinitum
cigarettes are bad for you. |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|04:52 pm] |
| What Irrational Number Are You? |
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weee!
im so rad... |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2004|12:29 am] |
we spread out
yeah, i guess i don't really use this as a diary or journal, seeing as i don't really talk about what i do
what i do is boring anyway
who wants to hear about my day
oh well, who wants to hear my opinions anyway?
that's why sometimes i wonder why i don't just keep a regular journal
but then i realized, im way too lazy
yeah
oh well, amy, if you're talking about me, sorry
i don't mean to be this fake, it just happens
i guess this is why i keep an lj, cuz then i can talk to people
i can be like "jo, yay for you, come over tomrorow/wheneverpossibleeverletsgetdinneratfridays, <3"
or, "laura, you're a silly girl and we need to tutor, hard, text me"
yep...
that's about it. |
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[May. 29th, 2004|10:50 pm] |
no one even likes me on lj =/
what a shitty day |
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[May. 27th, 2004|01:20 am] |
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Matt
Birthplace ::: Tarrytown, NY
Age ::: 17
Age you act ::: 12
Current location ::: Briarcliff Manor, NY
Eye color ::: brown/green
Hair color ::: Blond
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: righty
Zodiac sign? ::: cancer
Height? ::: 5'7"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: A lot of things about 20-25% Norweigian/Swedish, some austrian, some englishish, some irishish, some lots of stuff
Your hair ::: Big, fluffy, blondy
Your fears ::: The dark since my dog died (don't ask), getting my wrists/ankles/achilles slit
Your perfect room ::: full of awesome stuff and fun
What you practically do in a day ::: nothing productive
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: cool
Phrases you overuse ::: that's cool.
Your first thought when you wake up ::: umm, im really tired, i don'twant to wake up
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Not being universally hated
Something you want to do ::: go to sweden
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: i quit fast food, hopefully
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Hot Water Music
Chocolate or vanilla ::: both
Adidas or Nike ::: adidas
Black or white ::: black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: wtf question is this? bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: probly burgers
Egypt or France ::: Frizzle
Rock or rap ::: Rock, but there's some superb hip hop
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: sometimes
Cuss ::: a LOT
Sing well ::: rarely
Sing in the shower ::: sometimes
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: nope
Believe in yourself ::: too much, considering how much i suck, sorry jo :(
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: not really
Play an instrument ::: yeah, guitar, suckah
Want to go to college? ::: yeah sure.
Want to get married? ::: i dunno, haven't thought much
Want to have children? ::: kids are pretty annoying
Think you're a health freak? ::: im trying to get more healthy, but no
Get along with your parents ::: basically
Get along with your siblings? ::: not really, i wish i did
Think you're popular ::: read my senior memoir
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: yeah
Drank alchohal ::: just did 1/2 hr ago
Smoke ::: 15 min ago
Get high ::: yesterday
Done any drugs ::: yesterday
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: of course
Been on stage ::: not really
Gone skinny dipping ::: naw
Been dumped ::: if i have been, i don't kno wabout it yet
Dyed your hair ::: i can't
Stolen anything ::: maybe?
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: what kind of crazy?
Loudest ::: me
Most shy ::: i used to be really shy
Blondest ::: me
Smartest ::: kevin/vik/nick they are all pretty smart
Kindest ::: Probably jenny? she's just a giver
Best personality ::: rigged question, fuck off
Most talented ::: prolly kevin
Best singer ::: hmmm, my friends can't really sing, cept for jo, she's the best asian scatter ever (if you take that dirtily, you aren't allowed to read my lj anymore)
Most ghetto ::: kevin
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: mary
Pain in the ass ::: hmmm, any of them, they can be prety painy
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: ...
Funniest ::: kevin's a funny dude, so is nick though
Best person for advice ::: i tend to give advice, rather than recieve (i before e except after c can suck on my balls)
Dependable ::: the girls
Trustworthy ::: hmmm, i dunno if people tell about wha ti tell them, because i don't check up on them, i hope all of them
Druggie ::: i guess vik or zach, or something
Most likely to end up in jail ::: vik, he's brown
Person you've known the longest ::: vik
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: i don't remember dreams
Last nightmare ::: " "
Car ride ::: i just drove home after driving drunk vik home
Last time you cried ::: umm that september thing with jo, that was sad
Last movie seen ::: i don't remember, oh wait, Manon du source
Last movie rented ::: kill bill
Last book read ::: Galapagos by Vonnegut
Last word said ::: probably peace dude, so dude
Last curse word said ::: umm, i duno, maybe shit, or fucking
Last time you laugh ::: i think i chuckled at jo's survey, or at the party
Last phone call ::: with jo, a coupel hours ago
Last CD played ::: Dismemberment Plan
Last song you listened to ::: Buddy Holly by Weezer
Last annoyance ::: being stupid because i forgot to not work on sunday cuz of jo's concertt :(((((
Last IM ::: im talking to jo
Last weird encounter ::: i dunno, i guess some weird guy at JJ's
Last person you hugged ::: some kids at the party, probalby the last person i met, eric parker?
Last person you yelled at ::: i yell a lot, it's like talking to me, so anyone at the party
Last time you wore a skirt ::: ... cross dressing day for school...
Last time you've been evil ::: i dunno
Sarcastic? ::: umm, probably at the party
Last time you fought with your parents ::: probably today about something
Last time you wished upon a star ::: never
Played Truth or Dare ::: i dunno,probably in 8th grade or somehting
Spent quality time alone ::: yesterday
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::: yes
Do you feel lonely ::: no
Ever TP'd someone's house ::: sorta
How about egging someone's house ::: sorta
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::: shut up
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::: no
Yo Momma ::: is my momma
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::: sorta
What do you think of George Bush? ::: don't get me started, but it's not senseless negativism, his administration is just going abuot htings wrong
Any secret fetishes? ::: i like to watch chairs fuck other chairs www.furnitureporn.com
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::: umm, i have a wallet chain?
How many languages do you speak? ::: 1 fluently, one stammeringly, and one i can read, and music
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::: i don't like hwoever made this test, they can eat draino as far as i care
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::: shut up, go to hell |
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[May. 27th, 2004|01:15 am] |
EAT THIS SHIT, bitches
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you? |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|06:32 pm] |
blahb lah blah blah
im so busy
i need to go to the city soon for pizza party for the anti goni who's going to brussels tuesday and ill never see her again
and i graduate juilliard.
but i don't really feel anything about either of them.
which is weird
because they're both big things
big big big big things
and stuff
i guess im just super self-centered right now
i think all i've thought about recently is me and jo, and shoes, and this senior memoir hting
and everything else has been REALLY secondary
and it's butt
i need to finish tutoring laura
learn her int he ways of bio
i had heard that cherv doesn't teach, but i have to teach her lots of things
cuz iw ant her to pass
i need to go see when im leaving for train
bookends!
chiasmus! (not really, i wish) |
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